JSTCE

summer has almost ended, it always feels over mid-point, always
july rolls around and rather than feeling as if everything has just started, i feel as if i need to compress and pack and ensure happiness and sun worship each day
everything changes for me monthly- ok perhaps bi-monthly- i am seemingly incapable of being the same person after a short period of time, people, places, perpective wise. as much as i'd like to think it's unnoticed by friends/family/whomever, i'm sure it's transparent and visual and obvious
it's uncontrolled
srry
my mind and heart and body have been in limbo as of late
not a bad limbo, perse, just limbo-ish
coming together now, perhaps, everything feels bright and out of charachter, a new idea, a whole new way of everything maybe
i spoke with co workers, family, friends, everyone - and the "if it aint broke don't fix it" line - in reverse - came out
something along the line of "you have done the same thing in circles for ten years, getting you nowhere, a change is a good thing"
so for once i will take advice and branch out and as of now my heart is agreeing