winter winter
new home
same loves
home cooked meals

still feeling black, blank, bleak,
sometimes,
it's hard to tell differences in feelings
i don't want to walk away
i don't want to go back to old
things, people, heart stings, whatever
but everything feels quite "off", even with a fresh coat of white all over this city
some simple time away this weekend
white dresses and pincurls
it would be nice for winter to end sooner than later,
definately